Tonight at the A MAZE. Awards we won the Long Feature Award for Knife Sisters! We are honored and humbled! đ
THE LONG FEATURE
This is the award for complex games and developing virtual reality worlds. Those are the ones, who challenge your life by offering immersive storytelling and much more than 2hrs gameplay.
This is a post in the series âWhen your Wholesome, Queer Game is Seen as Very Controversialâ in which Iâm circling around questions such as: How are we supposed to discuss topics like consent and sexuality with young people, if those topics are banned from almost every platform and hidden behind 18+ walls?
Iâm using the process of publishing our dark, emotional, and erotic visual novel Knife Sisters as a starting point for this discussion.
Sex seems to be one of the last taboos in our society, which leads to us trying to separate it as much as possible from everyday life. (Some might argue that that is not the case anymore, that we are sexually liberated, and that sex is everywhere… and there might be some truth in that. But if you dig a little deeper, what we see around us is rather about living up to sexual ideals and following norms, than actual depictions of or discussions about sex.) When it comes to content, this separation leads to a big divide between the content that is considered ‘natural and safe’, and that which is sexually explicit (and somehow considered harmful). Due to being pushed towards the edge, outside of the norm, the sexual content tends to become more extreme in its expression (think mainstream porn).
In between those two poles, a large dead space appears. This space could have been populated with less extreme/explicit content that still includes sex as a topic, but since society (platforms, legislators, funding bodies etc.) will try to push the content into either one of the two poles, the space between gets abandoned.
I have this firm belief that this division is harmful, both for consumers and creators who want to experience and explore sex as a topic – and therefore I was happy when Valve in June 2018 announced they were going to open up the Steam platform to 18+ games. Because, without distribution, the content dies.
In the statement, Valve said that âwe’ve decided that the right approach is to allow everything onto the Steam Store, except for things that we decide are illegal, or straight up trolling.â
The challenge is that this problem is not simply about whether or not the Steam Store should contain games with adult or violent content. Instead, it’s about whether the Store contains games within an entire range of controversial topics – politics, sexuality, racism, gender, violence, identity, and so on. /…/ The harsh reality of this space, that lies at the root of our dilemma, is that there is absolutely no way we can navigate it without making some of our players really mad. – Erik Johnson, Valve
So, they concluded that the user would now decide whether they wanted to see sexual och violent content or not. (How they’d handle all the other topics they mentioned above is unclear.) Therefore, a Mature Content Survey as well as a Mature Content Description was added for each developer to fill out, to determine how their content would be filtered out, as well as described for users, when approved by Valve. In September, the first Adult Only game was released on the Steam Store.
That was the same month we published the Steam Store page for Knife Sisters, and filled out the Mature Content Survey ourselves. The process was easy, but pretty arbitrary, since it consisted of very few guidelines. And with few guidelines, there will always be ambiguity.
We interpreted the brief guidelines as that Knife Sisters would fall into the category Adult Only since it “contains sexual content that is explicit or graphic”. Explicit is the word that made us choose to tick this box – there are very few graphic depictions of sex in Knife Sisters, but there are explicit descriptions in writing. With no guidelines, it’s impossible to say exactly where Valve intended to draw the line.
Being marked as Adult Only means that Knife Sisters will only be shown to people who are logged in (to prove they are over 18), and that have ticked a special box in their settings. What this actually means is that the game will get very low visibility. For many people, it will be as if the game doesnât exist on the store at all, since the checkbox for viewing adult content is unticked by default. If you leave it that way, and search for the game, the game doesn’t show up in the search results at all.
Donât forget to tick the boxâŠ
Otherwise you wonât see Knife Sisters – only the gameâs soundtrack!
When a user who is not logged in tries to visit the store page for an Adult Only game, they will see an error page, with a small text saying that you have to log in to see the content.
ERROR – Youâre not 18!
I guess that many users will never really understand that those content settings are there, if this process is not given a little more thought, design-wise.
When Valve decided to allow 18+ content on the Steam Store and give the user the power to decide which content to view, I applauded their decision. I was happy that our game could be published there – because there are many platforms where it can not be sold at all. But they are doing it in a way that makes me feel they arenât really standing up for their decision.
In Sweden, we have a saying that goes a bit like âto wear both braces and a beltâ, which means that youâre taking so many precautions it starts to become ridiculous. To me, it seems like thatâs what Valve is doing: Theyâre trying so hard not to offend anyone, that it comes across as cowardice.
ARE YOU REALLY SURE YOU WANT TO SEE THIS?
Relying too much on the users as moderators can become problematic, if that means you’re shying away from responsibility – by simply handing it over to the users. Saying that we âallow everything onto the Steam Store, except for things that we decide are illegal, or straight up trollingâ is not enough (especially if you’re not going to stand by it); something that was proven when the publishing of Rape Day was debated. If Steam wouldâve had a clearer content policy, and clearer guidelines, they wouldnât have had to use a statement as lame as saying that “âRape Dayâ poses unknown costs and risks and therefore wonât be on Steam“. (In my opinion, they could even have used their own trolling argument and said that âRape Day seems to be made just to stir up controversy and test our limits, something we regard as trolling and that is not permitted on Steamâ, but they didnât… With a clearer content policy, they wouldnât have needed to, either.)
I still think Valve has made the right decision to allow 18+ content on Steam, but there is a lot to be done to get it right. They need to evaluate the whole process of letting users become their own content moderators, as well as how well that is communicated. Functionality-wise, I think that when a user searches for an 18+ game by name, that game should be shown in the search results, but marked. When a user tries to view the Store page without the right permissions, they should see a stripped down version, prompting them to log in/change their settings, and not an error page. In the case when the content is not permitted, the same stripped version could be all you see.
Allowing 18+ games onto Steam could be a step in the right direction toward bridging the gap between âregularâ and âextremeâ content when it comes to sex, and could open up possibilities for creators who wants to explore topics outside of the norm. But this needs to be more thought-through and based upon clearer values and guidelines. Otherwise, the risk is weâll just keep repeating our old, boring, stereotypical ways of viewing the world.
I donât want to be too harsh on Steam though, because theyâre one of few platforms where we can actually publish Knife Sisters. Since the big war on internet sex started, fewer and fewer platforms online allow any references to sex at all. I do think Steam has chosen a better path than many others, but I hope their standpoint and guidelines will be clearer in the future.
Knife Sisters has been selected for the IndieCade Showcase at one of the worldâs largest game exhibitions, E3 Expo in Los Angeles, June 11-13.
We are super happy and proud to be able to show a game that expands the limits for which stories can be told through games, and who gets to be represented in them! 🖤
Knife Sisters has been out for a little more than one month. The reception has been very positive, and we’ve gotten a lot of feedback from the ones we aimed to reach. Here are some impressions:
*inhales* If you want to explore queer relationships, empathic BDSM scenarios and wonderfully written trans and enby characters + enjoy a good mystery *exhales* Then go play!
– A Steam reviewer
âA visual erotic novel about love, obsession and unconventional relationships. A unique plot, art, musical content, the mechanics of choice and the depth of emotions make the game a real masterpiece!â
– Reviews Online, Steam Curator (translated from Russian)
All in all, 34 Steam Curators featured the game, of which 26 recommended it, 3 did not, and 5 were purely informational.
HallÄ Malmö made a big feature in their local newspaper, that also got onto Sydvenskan Dygnet Runt.
Checkpoint Gaming wrote a really interesting review.
The diversity of the cast is a genuine delight. Modern day gaming has dropped the ball when it comes to queer representation. Itâs very rare that Iâll see people like myself or my friends in the media we consume. But thatâs certainly not a problem Knife Sisters faces. Characters of every kind take part in this story.
– Hailey McKay, Checkpoint Gaming
A number of streamers daringly featured the game, one of which was the Weird and Wonderful Game Watch.
I’m really impressed with the lovingly crafted detail throughout âKnife Sistersâ. Iâve talked a lot about the narrative, but even the subtle animations used for facial ticks and expressions are able to cover a massive amount of ground in creating an almost fluid sense of movement for a medium that is largely static. Meanwhile, the sound cues are delightfully matched to moments representative of atmosphere shifts, with the game appropriately scored as well.
– Weird and Wonderful Game Watch
Radio P4 Blekinge interviewed us (2:33 in) at the Creative Coast Festival.
As creators, we want to make a game that portrays our world, coming from a community where being queer is the norm. We want to address things such as BDSM and non-monogamy in a playful way. We want queer people to be able to see themselves in the game, but we also want people who arenât that used to queer environments to view them as something completely commonplace, and get drawn into the game by the story.
In my humble opinion, it seems like we succeeded in doing just that, and that warms my heart!
The reach for the game has been limited (although it’s very popular with pirates), for reasons I’ll be touching upon in this blog series, but that is something we came to expect quite a while before the release. The game has always been seen as an experiment on our behalf: We wanted to be able to take risks and tell this story straight from our hearts, without restricting ourselves – and that has led to us experiencing some hurdles. But since parts of the development was funded by the Swedish Arts Council, through Kulturbryggan, we were able to make exactly the game that we wanted, and that is something we will never regret!
Knife Sisters will be shown at Creative Coast Festival (20th of May) in Karlshamn and Nordic Game Conference (22-24th of May) in Malmö. Come by if you want to try the game or have a chat with the developers! 🖤
On the 24th of April we released our dark, emotional, and erotic visual novel Knife Sisters on Steam and Itch.io. In a series of posts, I will look into what happens when you approach the commercial markets with a game that explicitly aims to explore sex, power and consent.
Knife Sisters is set in a contemporary world, populated with believable characters, progressive values, and proudly represents people of different genders and sexualities. Players can explore emotions, consent, power and dependency in a safe setting, and test their own boundaries regarding sex, relationships, kinks and BDSM, to see what they are comfortable with, and not. The game contains erotic scenes, which aim to entice and arouse the players. Depending on their preferences, that might happen or not. (Read this review in Checkpoint to get the perspective from someone who enjoyed the game but wasnât all that comfortable with the erotic/BDSM scenes.)
I have been part of the indie game scene for quite some time now, working in the games industry since 2006. During this time, an enormous shift has taken place in the discourse around games, that has encouraged me a lot. We have been discussing how games can be made more diverse, both in their content and mechanics, and how they can address experiences and topics outside of the norm. We have seen a movement of queer and autobiographical games, and events such as Lyst, Heartbeat and QGCon (among others) bringing up the topics of romance, love, queerness and sex in games.
The fact that Iâm from Sweden, where we have a rather liberal view on sex, surely affected my views and expectations on this. I could never have imagined how the game would be seen from the outside. I have previously written novels and short stories that explores sex and sexuality in a similar manner, sometimes targeting teenagers and young adults, and that has never been questioned in any way. So I was rather taken aback when I, during the Kickstarter campaign for Knife Sisters, realized how differently a (predominantly text-based) game would be received, compared to written fiction, and how hard it would be to get exposure for the project. I wrote a little about that here.
Knife Sisters was always an experimental venture, and apart from the resulting game itself, one aspect of the project has become to explore boundaries in the outside world, to see how our society measures up to its alleged goals of inclusion, diversity and acceptance.
During this blog series I will make comparisons to see how sex as a topic is handled in different media. I will look into questions around how we are supposed to discuss consent and sexuality with young people, when those topics are banned from online platforms and hidden behind 18+ walls. Iâll comment on stores such as Steam and the age rating process by PEGI. Iâll also look into the fear of the unknown, and how people might want to distance themselves from topics that could result in shaming from others. I havenât decided on everything yet, so letâs see where this leads!
In the next post I will look into Steam, and the divide between âadult contentâ and âregular contentâ. Stay tuned!
Knife Sisters was released on the 24th of April on Steam and Itch.io, and now weâre celebrating that the game has reached players all over the world – in countries where being queer is not as accepted as in Sweden.
Join us at DevHub, Torggatan 2 in Malmö, the 31st of May from 18.30.
Weâll provide drinks and snacks (but eat dinner before! đ )
During the evening, Bobbi will present the ideas and thoughts behind the game, and the team members Douglas (music), Niklas (sound design) and Pixie (programming), will provide the musical entertainment.
Weâll have a lottery where you can win Knife Sisters merch, and you can buy the tarot deck that was developed for the game.
Welcome!
💖 /Bobbi and the Knife Sisters team
Facebook Event here.
This game means a lot to me, since I see it as the essence of what Iâve been doing artistically since I was a teenager. Iâve been working in the games industry since 2005, and my aim has always been to explore what games are and could be, in different forms. Parallel to that, Iâve been writing and publishing stories about queer emo kids, or if youâd rather: about relationships, identity, sexuality, mental health and self expression.
In Knife Sisters,
the graphic expression from the punk fanzines I created as a teen,
the stories I made up back then about friends I didnât have,
the queer kids Iâve been writing about in my novels,
and the games Iâve been making throughout my years in the industry
are all coming together.
I hope the game will do its job in reaching people who are lonely teens just as I was, people who live in countries where being LGBTQ is not as accepted as in Sweden, people who wants to see themselves represented in games, and people who just like a good story.
Knife Sisters is created by me (art, game design and story), Pixie Johan Anderson (programming), Niklas Ström (sound design), and Douglas Holmquist (music), with support from Kulturbryggan (The Swedish Arts Council), GaymerX, and our lovely Kickstarter backers. Without you, this game would never have been made. 🖤
Our dark, explorative and erotic visual novel Knife Sisters will be released the 24th of April on Steam and Itch.io.
We are so looking forward to share this interactive love story with you all! 💖
In november 2018 I did a Kickstarter campaign for the visual novel I’m working on, Knife Sisters. This was in part an impulse move, which I will get back to, and it was instigated by meeting a representative from Kickstarter at IndieCade in L.A. in October, who told me he thought the project could do well there. But it was also because I had the idea of doing a printed tarot deck for the game, and for that I would need some more funding. Those two things made me decide to give it a go.
The tarot cards of my dreams
To be able to keep the deadline of releasing the game in spring 2019, I soon understood I had to do the campaign pretty much straight away. The tarot cards would be part of the game, and I needed time to implement them, after a potentially successful campaign. Doing a campaign in December wasnât an option, and in January it would be too late, so I decided to go in November.
The campaign was launched on October 30, just about 2.5 weeks from when I decided to do it. This, my friends, was not a well thought through decision.
The campaign was successful, but not until the very last days, and it brought me a lot of headaches, stomach-aches and also many surprises. Below Iâll go through what I learned, and what I think is important to know and do before launching a campaign. Some of these things I managed to do well, some not that well, and some of them I didnât do at all, but wish I had.
So, there, I said it. Just donât do it! Crowdfunding campaigns are too complex to be done on impulse. Youâll see why below.
And then I really, really mean: DO YOUR RESEARCH! I didnât do enough. Partly because I had been part of two successful campaigns previously, so I thought I already had some insight into the workings of Kickstarter. But those campaigns were for other types of projects, and they were done in 2012 and 2015 – and since then, a lot has changed.
I did look into some campaigns for other visual novels before starting my own, but I didnât do it enough. I did the mistake of looking mainly at successful campaigns, when I should have been (also) looking at those who didnât succeed. If I had done that, I would have known to set my funding goal a little lower. Here are some interesting statistics about visual novels on Kickstarter, and here are some about games in general. The lesson learned is that it’s important to know the difference between different kinds of projects.
A list of crowdfunding campaigns to be found in the group Visual Novels on Steam
Iâm not a forum person, but I should have forced myself to become active in the forums surrounding VN:s before starting the campaign, because just hanging out there made me learn a lot about campaigns for this specific medium. I started taking part in them only after Iâd already launched – and at that point it was too late to change anything.
This I knew from having taken part in campaigns before. When doing the campaign for Words of Oz, me and my then business partner planned almost all of the content for the updates ahead, and I repeated that process for this campaign. I planned to update every third day, and this worked out well. I was generally pleased with the campaign page and everything around it – here I think my experiences from previous campaigns paid off.
The reason to plan updates, as well as all the other marketing and communication content and actions, in advance is that when the campaign launches, you will be completely absorbed by just doing everything (for example writing messages to everyone you know), and then doing creative things, such as creating interesting content, can be overwhelming.
With only 2.5 weeks between decision and realization, I had no time to market the campaign in advance. This was a mistake, and showed that I relied too much upon how Kickstarter had been working in the past. In 2012, pretty much the golden age of crowdfunding, you could do a campaign without marketing it in advance. You could also do a campaign without already having an audience. This is much harder today, and from what I know now, I wouldnât recommend it. You need to have at least 2-3 months to market the project and the campaign beforehand.
If I would have done that, the hurdles I ran into while trying to market the campaign on Facebook, Instagram and Twitter (read more about that here) wouldnât have come as a surprise. I did only try to buy ads for the campaign when the campaign had already started, and it turned out to be impossible, since the game includes adult content. This kind of game needs to be marketed differently, something I had too little knowledge about. Not being able to buy ads on social media I think affected the outreach of the project quite a bit, and if I had taken that into consideration, I might have lowered the funding goal.
Ad banned from Twitter, Instagram and Facebook: You said the word kinky!!!
I should also have contacted the press beforehand, trying to make sure to get some coverage. I put too little time into communicating with the press, both before and during the campaign, relying too much on social media, which I in the end couldnât use as Iâd expected.
One thing I worked really hard on before launching was the rewards and the whole look and feel of the campaign. I was happy with the content, and we had some really nice rewards, especially the physical tarot deck, but they proved to be too expensive. People told me afterwards that they really wanted the tarot deck, but couldnât afford it. I should have asked for feedback on the reward tiers before launching. Once again, this canât be done if youâre in too much stress to launch, which I obviously was.
Last, but not least: team up with someone that can help out with some of the actions that have to be done during the campaign. Itâs very stressful to do all of it by yourself, especially if the campaign is not working out as intended. Share the work and the worries with someone, not least if itâs your first campaign. I did have help with some tasks, such as shooting the video, and I definitely had some good support from team members and people in my network, but if I’d go again, I’d try to share the workload even more.
Looking back, I still donât regret doing it.
In the end, the campaign succeeded, despite me making some mistakes. The project has definitely benefited from everything that happened, and I learned many things that will be valuable when the game launches. The project reached new people and got some well-needed attention. But if I would do it again, Iâd do a lot of things differently … and Iâm not sure I ever will, because of how stressful it is.
But if I do, I wonât do it on impulse.
(Please, please, please brain, listen carefully now: donât do it on impulse!)